Emotionally spent

Ok I have been through the wringer and wonder how to pick up the pieces. I am filled with so much confusion on how to handle everything that is coming with what has happened to Julia. My mind doesn't rest I want to just scream!!I lay in bed and the anxiety begins to sweep over me like a heavy blanket that I can't move. I feel so alone that i wonder do people care? I am carrying this huge heart ache and only my family knows my pain.Can I take one day??

Lord, I can't take much more!

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As a mom I  just want to scream how could this have happened to my child??I am so careful about everything I expose them to and now she has been "molested" Why God?? That goodness it wasn't anything horrible but still trauma in her young life.It could have been a lot worse. My heart is broken in so many ways I don't even know where to begin to process all this information. I just want to take a break and digest everything but No rest for a single mom.

Maybe I can sleep tonight with our nightmares!!