Today is 11 years that I lost my mom. I long to pick up the phone and talk with her. Some people don't have great relationships with their mom and I want to tell them that you will miss them when they are gone. We take so many things for granted in our life like that our loved ones will always be there. No matter how old I am I still look and long for approval from my Mom. When I have a bad day I wish I had her to talk to.
The last four years of my life have been back to back trials. Trouble in my marriage, Health problems, life changing surgery, job changes, sick child and most recently finding out your child has been abused during each of these trials I long to hear my mom say you will be ok. I long for validation from her that I have made the right decisions. My mom was always so much fun i want my kids to say that about me and lately they would say mommy is stressed out. My mom knew how to balance her life. She knew what to let go and when to just stop and have fun. Tonight as I pillow my head I thank God for the time that I had with my mom. She was truly amazing.
When I am old and Gray( I am already gray) I hope to be half the mom that my mom was she truly is my hero. A hero is one who helps others and that others can strive to be be like. that was my mother. A true American Hero. Judy Kay Blomberg Tucker 1944-1998
There isn't a day that goes by that you are not missed.
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