Saturday, June 13, 2009

When life seems out of control the little things matter.

I have a candle light and soft piano music playing you would think I would relax. My life seems to be in a constant whirlwind. I long for a simple life but it is to no avail. My life is crazy and dramatic. No one would believe all the things that happen to me.

God must really trust me because He sure gives me a lot to handle. Yesterday was a day that we had waited for almost 3 years. My husbands CCO (community custody officer) came to our house. Due to some language on Aaron's sentencing we were unsure if he would be allowed to return home to me and the kids. I t has been this dark cloud hanging over our heads will he ever come home. In My mind Will I ever get my family back?? I need my own space. I love my in laws but soon I want my own house. When our CCO came out I had scrubbed the entire house out of pure frustration. My father in law and I prayed that she would see the type of family we are and let Aaron come home to us. It was truly amazing how little time she spent with us. She was in and out and Gave the best news I have had in a long time. She doesn't see any reason that my husband can't come home to his family. We are not done with the approval process but this was the first hurdle and a large one. We just need a few more miracles to make it a reality. Only 51 more days and my husband will be home.

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