When Aaron left I felt as if God had forgotten all about me. I asked God to show me if he still there. I looked out my window and saw four or five butterflies flying around. During the last 38 months Every time I see a butterfly I remember that God still cares for me. It has been a very long time that I have had to carry this burden of my husband being gone and being a single mother. there were days i felt I couldn't take one more day and then I would see a butterfly. IT was as if God was saying you can do it.
I have thought a lot about my situation and how similar it is to a butterfly. The caterpillar is enjoying life and crawling around like all is well. Then one day it is stopped and it is trapped inside this cocoon. I was enjoying my life and then it was all stopped and I was trapped in this cocoon of my marriage that was troulbed and my husband was going to be in Prison. I could have fought this cocoon but God knows what we needed. the caterpillar undergoes a life altering change but emerges this beautiful Butterfly. I have been in my Cocoon for almost four years now and the time is coming that i get to break out of my cocoon. My questions have I learned everything in my life altering trial? there were times I felt sufficated and wondered if I would survive but here we are almost at the end of this journey. I get nervous just thinking about all the changes we have under gone. Amazing!
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