I need super glue!

Do you ever wonder how many time can your heart break before the broken piece don't come back together? Do I have a sign engraved upon my head that asks for trouble? I am really tired of being the one that always has drama in her life. I want a life that is just free of horrible things. I realize that every one has trials but AM I overreacting to feel I have had more than my share? I feel like I am constently trying to pick up the pieces and wondering am I broken beyond repair? My soul is broken, but I just don't have the energy to try. Sorry today is pity party day!